Thinking of signing up for a gym again but which? Cut & dye my hair but what color & when? Bitches are on my case, is it because they don’t have a life that’s why they’re on mine?  Go back to school very soon, must work at the same time & possibly get a 2nd job to pay the rent & bills, can I handle doing two or all of it again? I care, think, & worry way to much that I stress myself out, is that bad? I hate ungrateful/ inappreciative people, am I too harsh? Wants go clubbing soon, but do I or the people I want to go with have time for that? I don’t get any sleep or eat much at all, should I go see a doctor? Seems like I’m the only one trying to keep in touch with everyone, should I just forget about them? I smile, laugh and crack up jokes but do you really guys think I’m happy all the time and nothing is wrong? Other’s happiness before mine or rather have them happy, am I too nice? There’s few people in my life that are worthless and two-faced, should I let them go? I treat everyone good, so why are these fuckers & karma following me? I usually don’t give up, should I once in a while or just this time? I always show my emotion & talk about my feelings, does that mean I’m weak? I take risks but are they/is it even worth it? If you’re not important, why would it bother me on what you think of me?

I’m also random, loud, say whatever it is on my mind & always joking about something. You don’t like it? Well .. FUCK YOU then(;

Oh, how my life would be so much easier if I’m careless & just stop giving a fuck. Right?